:'(
yess, today was quite a sad day:(
it started out okayy, i guess. like i woke up quite late and everything and had breakfast then started doing physics.
then, when i decided to take a break, i went to the computer. then, i remembered thuy anh's ss pt video's song, only hope from the movie 'a walk to remember' so i went on youtube to watch it. and i ended up clicking the link 'a walk to remember- the end'
which was a BIG mistake cos after i watched it, i felt like crying. the movie is SOO depressing. you should watch it, really, but not during this EYA period. like the guy in the movie is Landon, and he's the sweetest thing ever. like he was even willing to marry her, knowing that anytime she could just leave him[she's got leukemia] so the storyline is basically heartwrenching la:(
and this movie was actually a book, written by the same author who wrote 'Notebook' and 'Dear John' which are both equally depressing books. but the storyline is just so...so.. Beautiful i tell you, i don't think such things happen in real life.
so, after that, i went back to try do more work. and good news is that i found these two very useful chem and physics books which are very helpful esp. considering the fact that i haven't been learning ANYthing at all from physics lessons this year...
and then, during dinner, my daddy went "anupriya, i dont think i want you to go for the india trip, even if they changed it to south india" and i was like WHY?
then mommy said that today they were listening to the news on radio and there was another bomb blast in New Delhi. a guy just came and threw this container on the floor, and there were LITTLE kids playing like near by. and these kids went to like see what it was and smoke started coming out and then it blew up and FOUR INNOCENT LIVES WERE CLAIMED:( yeahh, so that's what happened:(

and sooo, there's a ninetynine percent chance that i'm not going:( which is quite depressing now that it sunk in...cos i've been thinking bout all the fun i'd have if i go...
ah well, everything happens for a reason right? but i still feel like crap:(



I'm gonna stand my ground whether it rains or snows...
10:03 PM
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