The Fray writes SUCHH meaningful songs!
this is a line outta All At Once: maybe you've started to compare to someone not there.
hmmm.
SO WELL. i miss our cameron holiday.
it was the most bonding trip we had i think! and it was so funnn:D
the SUPER SCARY car rides, the awesomeee food, picking strawberries [ONLY the redddest ones!], visiting tea plantations and having a hard time climbing down, climbing to the top of the BEAUTIFUL waterfall, playing IN the waterfall, all the prettypretty flowers, the breathtaking sunsets and sunrises.
all good things come to an end yeah?

but oh wells! i must be grateful(:
and today was a relatively happy day(:
thanks to SELENAAA and my brother.
heh, my mood is SUPER affected by the people around me.
which majorly sucks, but today, it worked to my advantage! cos annae woke up a happy boy, or so it seemed (:
and daddy went to buy lunch, so he came back with 2 chicken rice packets.
and i KNOW my brother is a hungry child, so when he came down and plonked himself in front of the tv, this is what happened:
me: nae,you hungry? you want chicken rice not?
him: have ah? i thought dad bought for you?
me: nvm la, i'm not that hungry anw. you're hungry right?
him: eh! if you dont want, then i dont mind...BUT only if you dont want.
and so this went on for a while till i brought the packet for him.
then he said: ohh, the chicked is not elite enough is it? kampong chicken is it? you only eat the city chickens right, doctor?
HAHAHAHA, he has a fun time making fun of me i tell you. and he made these elite jokes the whole afternoon/evening.
but wells, i'm glad he's happier(:
talked to him bout it! but he said "of course i'm sad, it's very sad"
me: SIGH
him: yeah, relatioships are complicated.
me: TELL ME ABOUT IT. sigh
heh.
and akka's still angry with me.
and i dont know why, and she doesnt wanna tell me.
but its so awkward like this.
and its distracting me.

sighs.
and thank God for rachel tan and her willingness/generosity in allowing us to use her house for class chalet!
BUT. another prorem arose.
INO Farewell is MOST prolly gonna be from 30-31st.
eeyer. sucks.
i dont wanna hafta choose.
and i reallllly dont wanna miss farewell.

Lord please dont let them clash.

AND, i finished FOUR revision ex so far :D whoots. dunno how to do some, but i will get it! yeah! and bio notes are almost...halfway done?
church tmr. reach home, change, go for engagement.
bet we'll only reach home late lor.
thank God for the one week hols.

i WILL study hard and i will NOT have any regrets at the end of this poop period.
God's gonna pull us through yeah?

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oh and i realized i'm such a sucker for loveydovey happy ending movies:D
they make me so happy:D
as happy as just now when FIREFLIES played on radio, and SMILE too:D

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

weird i know, but i can just break into a smile whenever it plays.

"Where would i be
without You,
Here in my life,
Here in my life"

Jesus is Love(:
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