been thinking, a bit too much maybe?

i dont think i'll ever get round to finishing that previous entry btw...

suffice to say i had an awesome friday, sat, and sun.

and ytd, went lunching with gin and qing! <33

i love us ttm, honestly. and gin's flight is the day of my cousin's wedding reception.

but i will make it! yes i will :D

and the pics of us at gin's house are awesome! hahahaha feels like just ytd we went beaching tgt and sat on the breakwater talking bout everything under the sun [literally too! :D]

all good things come to an end?

nuh-uh.

only those you allow to.

friendships will last as long as both parties want it to and make effort!



and i think i enjoy talking to my zhu like superduper alot!

somehow she can understand everything! maybe cos we have similar feelings eh?

but honest. i enjoy our msn convos. love you! and when i say i'll be here 24/7, i aint kidding!

<33



and anw.

friends.

grahh.

i realised, you can always just say you'll be there for the person, but then when it comes down to it, you missed the point when they actually needed you to be there.

i mean who wouldnt wanna be the perfect friend right?

but how to BE THERE, when you see the person looking all down and glum [and maybe even angry?] and then not have the guts to go up and talk to them

how is one expected to be psychic and figure out whether the person wants to talk bout it, or just needs time alone? course, its more "convenient" to assume that they just want alone time.

cos talking involves you going out of your comfort zone?

but then again, maybe this indicates just how close you are to the person la huh.

i answer my own questions. no schizo (:

why am i posting all this? idk.

sometimes my posts are just my jumbled up thoughts typed out. hehh.



and anw. school's been fluctuating.

stabily happy.

seems like an impossibility eh?

but that's also my fault, cos i tend to read into everything super alot.

i try to stop.

but can't. so i ignore it.

INO farewell on sat! hope its funfunfun.

but farewell letters aint progressing very fast...whoops.

maybe i was too ambitious to write each and every person one, and i'm writing super long somemore..



hope tmr's a good day! yupps(:

today was akka's birthday! 22nd october 1990 (:

and the card i made was so CHIC. woahh felt sooo dumb, cos i thought it's spelt SHEEK.

and annae made the effort [how kind right] to emphasize my wrong spelling-ness.

anw. dinner was f.f.f.fabbb! prawn briyani+mutton curry+achar+brownieswithicing!
yummyyummy
plus! my darling nephew was here!
love him!
and played "soccer" with him, and he gave me thumbs up, plus NICE SHOT!
SUPERRRR CUTE! love babies ttm!!!
andd, he's sooo clever XD
andd, poor lil one, was confused. was calling me akka, then chitti.
cos i look like a big sister, but am an aunt?
hehehe.

nights (:
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