It feels nice to blog after so long. and i'm supposed to be doing my EoM now anw ): it's coming along allright i guess, i just hope the consultation isn't too demoralizing :/soo today was an okay-day. when people said congrats i didnt know whether to feel happy or sad. cos i kept thinking like there were at least 2 people who really deserved it and didn't get it and hmm i just felt a bit horrible. and then there's soccer. and God knows, i realllly need as much practice as i can get. and with isle and soccer and orientation stuff, hmm, praise the Lord la, He wont' give me more than i can manage right? cos i told Him to only give me this if He thinks i can manage.though i dont ever recall being so stressed ): somehow rg was never like this, i never felt so overwhelmed by the workload..but now its like acads are superrr hard, and i've no motivation cos i dont even understand to begin with [econsss]. and training is soooo tiring, and i miss having nan around, she's like my pillar of support :/ there's isle, ogl and training. oh and i need to study. hmm idk if i'm doing the right thing anymore.study seminar on saturday! praise God i hope it helps.and on another random note, i am v v glad and blessed to be in the class that i am in.. really i finally decided that 3Q IS the place for me (: and there are suchhh nice classmates in it, i'm v thankful. (:yayy ok quite excited to go CLUBBING tmr hahahaha.
goodnight goodbye.
11:27 PM
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