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Thursday, November 11, 2010

The thing i hate the most is:

attending funerals.
):

Soo, class chalet was actually quite fun, 3Q is pretty awesome (:
but after breakfast and lunch and all..they went over to ben's house and i just didnt feel like going, and i'm glad i went with that feeling..

on the way home, my friend called and told me that my other primary school friend's dad had just passed away on monday. i think initially i was just too shocked to respond. i was just like OH. then we checked the papers, and it was confirmed. soo momma and i headed down to her house. i was dreading it ttm, the last funeral i rmb attending was Avva's. hehh.

so eventually we reached the house :/ and we went in and i saw my friend and her mother, her faced looked so so sad i just couldnt do anything, my mom hugged her and then someone asked her to go in, so i didnt get to say anything...
then we just stood around waiting, the atmosphere was just sadsadsad. friend's face just looked empty/hollow/idk how to describe it, heartwrenching maybe.?
)):
initially i was jut standing there feeling terrible for not going up to my friend and saying SMTH. now thinking bout it, i was just too scared to even approach her ): then when they carried out the coffin ): that's when i saw her brother. there was such a determination in his face, beneath the sadness.. yknow the determination that he's gonna take care of his mommy and sisters. and that started it, i cried like a pig, and like the relatives were looking at me like ?! do we know this girl.
he was holding his momma's hand and omg i'm just so sad. that they're being forced to live without their daddy when they're all so young. when it was time to pay respect, i went up to her and gave her a huge hug.
i didnt have anything to say. cos what do you say? what is there to say.
i know when Avva passed away and people asked "are you ok" as genuine as they were, or "it's going to be ok" i just hated it.
of course i'm not ok, and no it's not going to be ok, but you hafta manage anyway right?
but i do admire her momma she was being so strong for her kids. (:

thank God, He's taking care of my momma and papa and annae and akka and this will never happen to us. but still, just thinking of the 4 of them makes me sad ):

i'm gonna pray for them and visit her somemore.

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Friday, October 22, 2010

We'll be alright (:

GOOD DAY TODAY!

since many things happened, i decided it's time to post!

spent the first 2 hours doing PWWWW which wasnt so bad, i'm starting to like my group more and more, a bit late i know, but better late than never, yes? (:
thennn went to kick some ball with some batchmates (: and it actually felt really good i shouldve done it more often! next week we're back to normal timetable which i'm NOT really looking fwd to...
then! anw, went to do this stupidd survey thing, everyone was just lying anyway, hurried through it then went to library with kristieeee to watch movie! ACCEPTED was recommended, and i must say it was actually a nice movie! (:
THEN. went for my ISLE meeting, and supported netball for a while, was preeetty exciting! GO MR :D
then left to vivo to meet sisterrrr and watched LIFE AS WE KNOW IT. loved it, very cliche, but still <3
hehe, and of course it helped that josh duhamel has a really niceee face ((:

and then went to meet 402 CLIQUE <3
yayy though i ws v v tired, i really enjoyed myself, i'm so happy it happened in the end, with FULL attendance (: we had a good time, just laughing and catching up, it was gooood ((:
and i realised i miss them, and am thankful for them, still ((: esp my neighbourrr :D hehe

AND NOW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER <3
yayyy i'm so blesssed to have such an awesome sister, who's also a friend! and a goooood one at that :D
cos recently i realised that friends have not been the most dependable things.
it's like one day i feel close to A and then the next day, not so much anymore, i feel closer to B, and then things become a BIT confusing, though i'm glad i'm not worrying bout it like i used to :D
someone i thought was really close has suddenly become distant, or at least it feels that way, though i'm hoping this doesnt go on...but i realised i wasnt so sad about it, cos i thought to myself, most friends are just passing anyway, but one thing i'll always have is God, and my dear family (:
we're not perfect, far from it actually, but i love each one of them so very dearly (:

IHC soccer tmr! i hope MR winssss :D and i hope we have lotsa fun, and dear God please help us with our match on saturday! praying that it will be a good day (:
and one thing i learnt this week is that i really enjoy being there for a friend! :D it was a very...fulfiling experience (:

OH AND GATOT! if you're reading this, I DONT FRIEND YOU!
haha who am i kidding right, LOVE YOU BABE, you're like so pro, you're my hero :D
happy i got to know you this year babe :D hehehehe am i nice or what.

JIA YOU FOR WHATEVER HAPPENS ON MONDAY FRIENDS.

p.s. i really cant wait for brin and gin to come back, and! i just realised their shortforms rhyme!
<3

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Friday, August 20, 2010

You are good, You are good, when there's nothing good in me

I am tired. very very tired.
But praise God, He is my strength. I just gotta focus and persevere.

But today after training, i came back to the canteen and saw like 3 friends studyingggg and i really wanted to cry. i mean after training i'm like super tired and there they were studying so hard. most of the time i'm alright, it's just those moments of OMG HOW AM I GOING TO DO THIS. i need Ds at LEAST. i want ABCCD . that would be really nice.

andddd aiy ok i dont feel like blogging anymore.
i just want everything to go really nicely from here on. then this year would end off on a really nice note i think, considering there's gonna be so many things happening (:

My heart will sing, no other name.
Jesus.
Jesus.

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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

ALL things. through Christ. amen.

It feels nice to blog after so long. and i'm supposed to be doing my EoM now anw ): it's coming along allright i guess, i just hope the consultation isn't too demoralizing :/

soo today was an okay-day. when people said congrats i didnt know whether to feel happy or sad. cos i kept thinking like there were at least 2 people who really deserved it and didn't get it and hmm i just felt a bit horrible. and then there's soccer. and God knows, i realllly need as much practice as i can get. and with isle and soccer and orientation stuff, hmm, praise the Lord la, He wont' give me more than i can manage right? cos i told Him to only give me this if He thinks i can manage.

though i dont ever recall being so stressed ): somehow rg was never like this, i never felt so overwhelmed by the workload..but now its like acads are superrr hard, and i've no motivation cos i dont even understand to begin with [econsss]. and training is soooo tiring, and i miss having nan around, she's like my pillar of support :/
there's isle, ogl and training. oh and i need to study.
hmm idk if i'm doing the right thing anymore.
study seminar on saturday! praise God i hope it helps.

and on another random note, i am v v glad and blessed to be in the class that i am in.. really i finally decided that 3Q IS the place for me (: and there are suchhh nice classmates in it, i'm v thankful. (:

yayy ok quite excited to go CLUBBING tmr hahahaha.

goodnight goodbye.

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Sunday, July 4, 2010

AWESOME

LONG TIME NO POST!
allright, i decided it was time for some revival though i highly doubt people still come here!
teehee, but its time to write stuff out anw (:

SO! june hols flewww by. first two weeks was basically just soccering around and like idk what i was doing. met ckoh couple of times [when she isnt completely freaking out, she's actually reallll good company :D] to study but hmm didnt manage to accomplish much.

week3: ARROW HM CAMP. it was soo awesome, uplifting, encouraging, fun and just everything(: praise God i signed up for it (: it was like just a fresh revelation of His love ((: and needless to say, p&w was SOOOO awesomely good :D

then me and the sister had to leave one night early to make it back in time for the WEDDING. hmm, so i spent my birthday just like getting dressed twice to go for the wedding :/
BUT! it was real fun, now that all the cousins are down, it was reallly fun :D
AND! they ALL went out with me like on week 4, while i [tried to] study at home.
then on saturday, i couldnt take it anymore, so after the family jog and breakfast, we all went wo wild wild wet! yupp, two days before CTs. but it was extremely fun [mostly due to the awesome company :D] so this was actually one of the fun-nest june hols i've had in a really long time i think! :D

CTs, hmm, lets not mention it and just rely on God's grace (:

after CTs, CLASSOUTING! was gooood, food was good, company was better and the movie was soooooooooo nice/funny HAHAHAHA i think we were just squealing/laughing/shrieking the whole time! heheheheh :D

THEN! friday, 930am, went cycling at ECP with the cousins, then it started to pourrr on the way back, so we just cycled and screamed and were DRIPPING wet when we reached the kiosk! people were staring :/
then we ran around in bedok to find a cab and we were all cold, hungry and wet :/
FINALLY we reached home, went to get lunch and then left for training [ i was late :/]
then! went to meet sele and cheryl and tiff and meiying! :D yayy i'm glad i went, even if it was just awhile, cos i really miss hanging out with them and all the fun times we had last year! ):
so it was good fun (:

visited juniors, church and BROTHER'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY today (:
yayy i love him even though he always wants to bash me!

ok i should go now (:

Each day will only get better (:

Let hope rise
And darkness tremble in Your holy name
That every eye will see
Jesus, our Lord.

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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I am strong, when I am on His shoulders ((:

HELLOOOOO (:

its been a while eh.
had this sudden urge to blog, idk why.

FIRST CT PAPER TMR OMG.
I really wanna pass! if everything on my lil "goal list" thing happens, i'll be pretty satisfied ((:

and smth is really bugging me. ): like at first i was sad =/
then i thought about it, if i just dont care and make sure i dont get bothered by it, i'll be better off! and happier too! hmmm
and i dont like people who just want attention.

and i realised my definition of a friend changed SO much last year.
cos of all the nonsense last year, i think somewhere along the way, it screwed up smth in my mind =/
hehh..

ok time to do GP anw.

September by Daughtry and Airplanes by B.o.B. are really good (:

and i'm prolly watching the last song tmr! exciting shizzzz.
and Iron Man 2 on friday! :DD [though that means i miss out on outing with tiffandfriends ): and soccer gameeeee )):]

ok.
goodbye.

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

today's match must've been the saddest one i've ever supported ):
it was like heartwrenching to see one of the players just start crying, or actually he was sobbing
=/
damnnnn sad ):
and what was worst was our supporters, if you could even call them that =/
i was hmm. lemme think...disgusted. yup.
they just sat there. i mean why did they even come. even when the ccad people asked them to cheer, they just stoned omg ):
and the entire of MJ was STANDING up and cheering damn loud.
so much for "school spirit" please.
but having said that, i think the guys played really really awesomely ((:

match tmr! i reallllly reallllly want them to win (:
its like the first time at finals and they are super awesome shizz and we're gonna cheer like mad i'm sure <33

and on a separate note ):
i need to decide ):
i realised i hate these kinda things, gets very tiring/annoying/frustrating/disturbing/etcetcyougetthepicture.
grah..

time for hmwk ):
this week has been =/ but i'm beginning to like my class more and more ((:

sigh. oh and go listen to the nicest thing by kate nash
it is majorlyy depressing omg
=/

and! lastly.
i really really really wanna watch the last song. idk why though.
more than i wanna watch Iron Man 2 [which i've been waiting for ever since i saw iron man :D]

With Christ in the vessel,
I can smile at the storm.
Amen.

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