woahhh seeing sele's blog really made me think bout going for youthh ):
i should've just continued from P6 mannn ):
i shall start going for youth next year and be a friendly child (:
akka has like soo much fun at youth and i know how awesome praiseandworship can be!
and! christmas service was like the BEST everrrr! :D it was just awesome stuff (:
performances were awesome and uber impressive and i loveee singing christmas carols! whoots (:
busy day ytd, but funn.
started with waking up at SIX am. ):
went to airport to send gin off ):
it was awful, yet awesome yknow.
i've never taken so long to make a present before, but i dont regret it at alll (:
gosh i'm gonna miss gin ):
sighhs, but i tried to get enough hugs to last me a year at LEAST.
she'll be back in "no time".
so! after that was christmas service, then relatives arrived, then house was full of people trying to look perfect for the wedding reception! hahaha, and annae [ i was shocked at his niceness! oops. hahha] was trying to show me how to use his hairspray to make my hair look perfect. HAHA but i was too scared it'll get all stiff. oops. have i mentioned i love my siblings so very much (:
and well, the wedding was nice (: people were getting stressed and registration is a fun/boring/annoying job.. haha, but like people come, get their table no. THEN! they can still ask "who else is sitting at my table huh?" like HELLO. it's not in order and you're holding up the people. but of course, must remain smiling and try and find their tablemates..
but was a goodnight in all, and i also have the CUTEST nephew everrr, he's so clever!
whoots.
AND. saw my uncle =/ who's just scaring me with his excitement to see me around school next year ):
eewww. 13th jan.
grah. i shant think of it now.
so then. hafta go soon.
shopping part one today. part 2 begins tmr at 11am. presents. clothes. CROWDS.
ahhh.
BRIN! i hope you're free on wed :D
SEE YA'LL on fridayy :D
let'shope Christmas is the awesomest one yet, and is everything i want it to be and more.
(:
and oh! One Republic sings some of the nicest songs (: 11:34 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
O.M.G.
GOMM. wow. that's all i can say. i'm very very very very angry. and to think i had one of my most WONDERFUL days today. sucks.
so anw. happy stuff first. went out with two awesome people today (: QING AND GIN. thanks you guys for today. and omg. gin's leaving on Sunday. AHHHHH. ok so anw. we were SUPPOSED to go cycling, but in the end, since some people were far too lazy. we ended up having LOTS OF FRIED THINGS at qing's fav place ever: MACS. hahahahaha(: and have i mentioned how much i love the breakwater? sitting there and talking and hearing the waves and watching the sunset, it's just awesome (: and sighh i miss ya'll two so much. D: we talked and talked and talked and it felt real good. and i agree with qing, i really wished time would stop, at least for a while, yknow? sighhhh. i'm sitting at my keyboard sighing. ahhh. life's gonna be really different without gin. and soon brin? great.
and we talked lots bout friends. and i was like, i dont have any close friends! hahahaha but qing and gin reminded me of the many close friends that i actually do have (: that i sometimes jsut fail to see. like YOU TWO and nandi and sarahbrinnajipvarshavith. btw. najip, thanks for always being there(: somehow you give such good advice and always calm me down (: you rock you know? <333
so anw. today was just awesome stuff (:
but. eeks. i dont like how some people just do lotsa things without thinking. i mean, like srsly. and i dont like how people judge others and are so selfish. and i'm not mentioning anyONE. just like woah. felt like very annoyed. hurt people, hurt people. that's so true right.
oh and yknow what i realised. i dont even wanna go. hahaha.
angryangry.
Lord help me.
must change topic now. btw. chocolate chip cookies are done (: and russian tea cakes. and pineapple tarts (: and murruku (:
yumm (:
now i just need smth to wear.
"Dear God, I think it must be really hard for you to love all the people in the whole world. I only know 5 and I can't"
Sometimes You think You'll Be Find by Yourself Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own You'll Change Inside When You Realize
The World Comes To Life and Everythings Alright From Beginning To End When You Have a Friend By Your Side That Helps You To Find The Beauty Of All When You'll Open Your Heart and Believe in The Gift of a Friend
Someone Who knows When You're Lost and You're Scared There through The Highs and The Lows Someone You Can Count On, Someone Who Cares Besides You Where Ever You Go You'll Change Inside
When YouRealize Inside The World Comes To Life and Everythings Alright From Beginning To End When You Have a Friend By Your SideThat Helps You To Find The Beauty Of AllWhen You'll Open Your Heart and Believe in The Gift of a Friend
And When The Hope Crashes Down Shattering To The Ground You'll, You'll Feel All Alone When You Dont Know Which Way To Go And There's No Such Leading You On You're Not Alone
When YouRealize Inside The World Comes To Life and Everythings Alright From Beginning To End When You Have a Friend By Your SideThat Helps You To Find The Beauty Of AllWhen You'll Open Your Heart and Believe in The Gift of a Friend
But how long must i wait? =/
but i love the song, and najip says im outdated. humph. haha (: so anw. great day today! after waking up early for the past two days, i overslept today D: oops! sorry babes, and i reached like 1 hour plus late =/ hahaha, but it was good times, good times (: met in school and we were all too lazy/hungry to camwhore D: some other day la huh, but ANW. hung around talked talked and talked more. thenn moved our butts to the bus stop and then PS (: PIZZA HUT! but there was no space, so i gave my number. then we decided to walkwalk round carrefour, which has lotsa exciting things :D wahaha, anddd, the call came at PERFECT timing. i decided to follow najip's and vith's great idea to squeeze past the boxes. and THEN the phone rang. so i was a bit squished and couldnt move. varsha grabbed my racket and was like ANSWER! ANSWER! HURRY! hahahaha (: so we went in at like 1plus and sat there till FOUR, not even kidding. [and BRINNNN! we were/are all very worried for youuu!!!!!!] OK! so ps has like the WORST service EVER. grahh. and we ALWAYS go there. and things were NEVER this horrid. gosh. ok.
#1 we get our drinks so i ask waitress1 to pls bring our soup. it doesnt come. she passes by, we ask again. nothing. waitress2 brings our pizzas/rice/etc and i ask AGAIN. THEN after a while it arrives. and it was tomato anw-ewwwwww. varsha was desperately adding cheese and chilli to kill the taste while najip just gulped the whole thing down. the rest of us were trying not to vomit, though i dont think it would've looked any much diff from the soup! hahahaha.
#2 we ask for chilli sauce for our fries. i, for one, am VERY particular that i have chilli sauce. if not i dont like fries. but does waitress2 bring it? oh nooo. she just forgets. sarah takes it upon her as a MISSION to grab chilli sauce packets when no one's looking:DD thanks though :DDD hahaha (:
#3 VARSHA FINDS A STRAND OF HAIR IN HER FOOD. majorrrrr grosss D: it was JUST HORRIFYINGLY DISGUSTING!!!!! and hellooooo it soo didnt look like head hair. HAHAHAHAHA we had a gooooood laugh wondering how it got there. najip was just trying to get me to not laugh so loud. HAHAHAHAHAH..
#4 we complain and ask for a replacement. she brings another dish. cos the one varsha wanted ran out. and they didnt even ASK?!?!?!
#5 the bill is WRONG. they try to cheat our money manzzzz. but i think it was a mistake, but still. ewwww. we were like all so angsty yet laughing like madd.
LOVE YA'LL AND THANKS FOR TODAY (: see ya'll on CHRISTMASSS! [varsha, there'll be a LOT of food, we'll think of you as we eat, no worries XD]
but ANW. i'm shooo shaddddd that i'm not going for holiday this year D: booohoo. really. and mummy and akka are too. but oh wells. i'm learning (: learning to be thankful for EVERYthing that i do have (: my wonderful family members. i want to kill annae. no la, never kill. but i wanna box him. but under all that i love him luhh obv. he's the kind that you can be SOOOOOO angry with, but when you SEE him. you just can't say angry D: hahahaha. but still. there are some things he should change. hehh. this hols helped akka and me bond even more. thank God for one sister and one brother <33
anw D: been thinking bout smth reallllly horrid. but it's so..true. and stuff that's happening just like worsens/confirms it. and it's very...saddening. so i just try and ignore it. cos i can't do anything bout it. cept pretend that there's nothing wrong. which i did the whole year now that i think bout it. shucks. gtg now anw.
on the lighter side! christmas decor is mostly all up :D and i love the house (: whoots. baking next week. bakebakebake (: funn times. according to "plan" 5+5 people are coming over! yayys (:
Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because if what I've done But because of who You are. (: 11:28 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
"SUCH is the power of technology"`
my title's from SOMEONE's clever quote.. so ANW. four days of work. and that's as good as its gonna get. WAHAHAH i'm ponning work tmr to go out :D am i good or am i good? but hello! i have GOOD reason to do so please. all i've done is computer work and paint and paint and paint. the only thing that brightened the day are the SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR cute children, omg there are unbelievably cute!!! :D but i've had enough, and whenever i DO get to talk to them, the teachers call them away cos they have work to do, or they think the kids are disturbing me. friends, await my stories, i have MANYYY to tell ya'll tmr, hafta hear whether you like it or not, too lazy to type here...
yknow. i wanted to blog SOOO badly. then when i came online, the desire evaporated, so now i'm making myself blog cos i think i actually should/want to. hehh. and mommy's right, once i get home, i dont really stop talking bout the kids and what they said and what they did and who smiled and bla and bla. she said i'm gonna miss work. which is not entirely true, cos i'm just gonna miss the many cute babies D: oh well. yknow, i was thinking, i might just end up in a job that allows me to work with kids. i mean doing computer work for like 5 hours straight, and i have ZERO motivation to go to work. how will i ever be a WORKING adult i tell you. school's good for me. i mean WORK. AHH. no recess and laughing like you're spasticcc and disturbing the people who actually mean a lot to you. yknow... if going to work meant i could make a diff in a child's life, then, i'm so there, yknow. i want my job to MEAN smth, more than the paycheck and blaa. [sidenote: i think i'm gonna be bringing home food to work too, after tasting the lunch at the childcare. it's like take a bowl, fork and spoon. take rice. veggie. gravy. CRYY.] but yeah, i have zero clue as to what i wanna be when i grow up.
and yknow. christmas time is the time we clean up like MAD, for lack of a better word. but yknow. then i was wondering [with akka] HOW AM I GONNA BE A HOUSEWIFE LIKE THIS? i was telling her, if i like have to do the same thing everyday, i'd cry. which is why we decided looong ago that we're gonna get houses next to each other. i dont think i'd do good alone at home. and, i dont wanna work if i have babies. cos i grew up knowing/experiencing the importance of having mummy at home once you get back from school [which can be a horrid place at times i tellyou.] why am i blogging all this. well, been thinking quite a bit. a LOT actually.
and i was feeling horrid ytd D: blaeghh. it was just soo like overwhelming and annoying and bleaghhh. am looking forward to tmr! fun with some of my favourite humans on the planet :D finally (: and ohamgee, i'm so blessed to have a buddy, that's all i can say. i mean i just felt so "AWWWW mann, she actually cared and rmbedd???" and showed my sister the sms. hehh. love you bigbig. YOU, yeah you (: and idk why, but suddenly i got the feeling that i'm gonna be talking to you on msn till forever and that made me really happy (: wahaha.
ok time to sleep, says mother. oooh i lovelovelove chad dylan cooper. and i love owl city. but somehow. it brings back memories. it was the one thing i listened to that whole week i rmb.. hehh. =/
goodnight. ckoh wants to go out? haha, let's see where this goes (:
and Lord, i pray Christmas turns out as awesomely as i envision it to be (: need to figure out FOUR different outfits. howw.
btw. i've been dreaming bout gin a LOT. ohh dear. let's see, today's the 8th. less than 12 days. i think it'll only hit me when i stop seeing her around school. cries.
i went to work today! hahaha, prais God, things turned out ok-ly. i asked for a centre in the east and i got the pasir ris one! which is soo much nearer (: and i learnt quite a number of things today. firstly, that 3 year olds dont really know how to read and write yet. oops. haha. SO. things didnt turn out the way i had imagined..i ended up doing computer work for them. the lady was like, you wanna work with the children? cos the prev girl said she was afraid of being around so many children. HAHA, i said i dont mind la. but actually, i wouldnt know how exactly to act with so many children around...but anw. they are all soo cute! :D i got stuck in the lil office with a computer and a small chair. but things werent that bad cos i had a lil three year old girl to keep me company <333>
she kept saying HELLO! and smiling at me, then i found out that they had suspected that she may have HFMD, so she was "quarantined" to the office till her parent's fetched her. but they were both busy.. [btw i dont think i'll EVER leave my kids in a child care. not that they're bad, childcares take really good care, but i mean. why would i miss out on my own child's childhood right?] so i found out her name is kai xing, or kai xi, i'm not sure. and that's she's three. and she talks a lot, has really good lung capacity and likes to sing. she was supposed to be napping in the room i was in, but from the corner of my eye i could see that she was just rolling around on the mattress. so i went over and pulled the covers properly. but she kept looking at me, so i had to give her smth to do. she said she wasnt sleepy, so i gave her my paper and my zigs and then we started drawing. i decided to give some art lessons [HAHA] and started with a heart. "i dunno how to do heart" oops! haha, so i said, nvm! we'll draw circles! and she managed to draw quite a nice one k :D though her tree was questionable. and soon the person came in and asked her to go sleep and not disturb me. soo i got back to my exciting job. sorting through 2000 pics [NOT exagerrating] of 13 K2 kids, i had never seen before in my life. but now, i think i'd totally recognise them if i see them somewhere. boooring, BUT, the pics are real cute (: and soon my lil friend was back (: and this time, "i draw for you on your hand" and so i got two green things on my hand, according to her, it's a star. then. "i draw on your leg!" so i got green things on my knee too, haha, then i decided that i need to go home and told her that she can only draw on hands. she looked through my pencil case, asked for my ring and wanted me to give her my mr greedy. "you give me la...i like" woah, talk about direct. and well she did some other cute things.
soo, life is pretty good. (: it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas, here at the Daniels. (: Christmas tree is up, lotsa cleaning, curtain hooking and hanging and stuff (: family dinners have been very entertaining, esp when all five of us are here (:
ok i'm lazy now, this took lotsa effort already. oh and i love youtube. whoever created it, wowwwee, thank you so much! it's just so awesome, and has almost everything (:
and oh. i think i miss some people.. =/
p.s. go check out David Archuleta's christmas album! esp the Melodies of Christmas song :DD
today started just AWFULLY. D: it was supposed to be my first day at WORK! but D: ok soo, it started with getting off at queenstown mrt. then going to the wrong side to take the bus and getting down randomly at idontknowwhere??? and then walking along the road, only to find that NO one knows how to get to royal road ): soo, i just decided to get directions to ikea. since on the map the childcare looked near ikea. and then i called mummy, who went to find the exact directions to get to the nearest bus stop and stuff. thank you momma! <3 BUT. when i reached the nearest bus stop, it was already like 9.30 plus. and "work" starts at 9am. so then i cross all these roads, ask a security guard for directions and FINALLY arrive at the childcare centre, which looks like a JUNGLE, at like 9.45am. and then i ring the bell and the gate wondering why the place looks dead. AND THEN I SEE THE SIGN [LITERALLY]: ________ WILL BE CLOSED ON THE 30TH OF NOVEMBER. ahhhhhhhhhhh! omg i wanted to kill smth D: and so i went home la. eeyerrrr. why did i sign up for this?
so anw. i realised i'm a very obsessed kinda person, i get many obsessions. like once i was obsessed with pink, and in sec one it was HSM!!! and there was also orlando bloom and i think i still love potc a LOTLOT and yeah. currently the obsession is SONNY WITH A CHANCE. which is the BEST disney channel series like EVER! love the storyline and cast and everything! (: whoots.
AND HAHA, ytd i had an EPIPHANY. "ohmygosh, this is realllly bad, i have a PROBLEM. i only ________ " and akka just LAUGHED at me and went : this is EPIC! i need to pt this on fb! thank goodness, she didnt (:
OK! time to go now (: i rarely feel like blogging D: not like anyone reads. goodnight (: 7:36 PM 0 comments
Thursday, November 26, 2009
BLOGGING FOR BOSS
GUESS WHO'S BACK? yeahh(: ok, so updates. the last post was about... FAM week. FAM went okayishly, not as BOOMZ as i'd expected, but oh wells. gin told me not to have high expectations. heh. food was like quite pathetic. but. post FAM more than made up for it! <333 after FAM, met with sarah, varsha, najip and vith and headed off to najip's dad's VAN [hahahaha] and got shipped off to her house! it was CAMWHORE GALORE! whoots. took a zillion pics, played the taboo-ey game [which is alwayssss SUPERRR hilarious!!]. watched an awesome hindi movie called...jaane tu ya jaane na, i still need to figure out what it means. and laughed and talked and rolled and ate junk and...slept. but it was an awesome sleepover, brin was missed D: but thanks you guys! <333
SO. chittis came down on sat, and went out and went here and there and everywhere and THEN. on tuesday! went to BOTANIC GARDENS! and i am proud to say i was the only one who reached there on time! and i tell you, people do stare when you take mrt while carrying a picnic mat! hahaha buddy and sele were playing a totally retarded game throught their smsing [and me and sele dont have powers D:] but well, we all reached [chee joined later], chose a spot, set up the mat and spread out the food (: it was really quite a yummy breakfast. applecranberry juice, boiled eggs, ham and cheese sandwich, salad, chips, raisin bread, JELLYBEANS! and cookies! (: yeahh, had a funfun day and we should totally have another picnic when more people can make it! sele took a million pics of the swans [as you can see] and we listened to KRIS ALLEN! WHOOOOOOTS. he looks soooooooooooo good on the cover!
so anw. according to plan, four more outings are on the way. but its sooo hard to find a day when everyone's free and allowed to go out. facebook messaging is very useful (:
life is good (: mummy needs me to bake CHRISTMAS CAKE now. yummy ttm i tell you, BEST christmas cake EVER (: been spending my time with mummy, akka, YOUTUBE and fb! sonny with a chance is awesome! i love it. CHAD DYLAN! hahahah thanks sarah!
love you all, missing you all (: see you...soon.
await my letters, five are written, still need to type and send.