andd, when i thought sad blog posts are over, there have come back...
oh wells. eh dont read if you dont want cos it'll be full of sadness.

today.
hmmm.
it was an ok day, i think the rest had fun, they looked happy (:
but i hated the day
hated it ttm.

cos i realised i can be soo stoopid.
and i make the same mistakes over and over again.

and idk why im so sad.
ok actually i do, and its 3 specific things.

first thing, i got back today.
and i sucked soo bad.
worst ever.
reallyyy bad.
and i overheard smth that made me super angry.

oh wells.
the other 2 things are just problems that have always been there,
but somehow decided to manifest themselves today.

yippee.

awful, awful, horrible first day.
here's to the next gazillion.

God, get me through this please.
grahh i srsly felt like crying, but thanks to my super clever tear ducts:D which never let me cry in school (:

i feel like shit, oh grahh, i hate this ttm.
i want the end of the world to come now.
but thats really selfish, so no i dont want that anymore.

omg, i srsly dont wanna go to sch tmr. or ever again actually.

why am i such a poop? i mess like everything up.
messed up soo many things this year.
disappointed people.
well, if i suck, i cant help it eh?

but as always, gotta keep trying.
ha! please.

wells.
that's it then.
had to release smth.

and for what its worth, after reading selena's blog, i too hope that our friendships will last.
if its meant to, it will. right.

oh, and thank you michelle, love you babe.
and sorry too.
for both the times.
though the first one, YOU totally killed me D:

goodbye.
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