Like all the colours conspire to overwhelm the grey (:
i am so. HAPPY. like srsly. i am smiling to myself and prancing around the house. hahaha i know right. this post is just me saying what's really in my mind now, so you may get bored? dont blame me :D
And i stopped to ask myself WHY. why so happy? cos i realised that these pass FOUR years [which FLEW like crazy D:] i have met some of the most awesome people i will ever get to meet [i think?] Like every year i got to know more awesome people. and i've enjoyed the journey THOROUGHLY. of course. RGS=stress. BUT, it just makes you learn to support your friends. when Mrs Hoo was talking to classchairs today, i was like really noddingnodding my head and agreeing with what she said. think her speech tmr is gonna be meaningful [but i am SOOO not gonna look forward to it D: can imagine allll the suanning after...] but yes. back to the point. these pass four years have been awesome. alll the wonderful experiences. and yknow, like i think its FAR better to be a very involved person, then to just exclude yourself. like within the class, some people will have more memories. cos they were free/willing to stay back or wtv, to help out. and like its tiring, but its soo worth it. yknow? eg.1 nat day costume. we spent like quite a lottt of time plus attending all those rehearsals. and like i think eyas were coming at that point. and the day before we only ended at like what? 7 plus? BUT. we had so much fun! all getting high and spastic and saying "aiyah! no one's gonna see it anyway:D" and stuff like singing nat day songs and dancing like SPAZTICCC children. but you see. its things like this that you can think about many years down the road and smile to yourself!
eg.2 CCA. spent like more than half of 2009 on it. and were studies sacrificed/forgotten? yes. but do i regret it? NO :D cos its so worth it when you put in so much effort and you see everyone hanging out tgt and having fun and just enjoying time tgt and doing our best and having lotsa fun at the gazillion performances. hectic year, but very fun and loadsa wonderful memories (: its just one of those things you spend SUPERALOT of time on, thinking and doing. then when its all over, you just feel like there's a whole and now its empty. =/ but in the place of the hole is now a nice awesome memory! (:
hehh, just felt like typing all that out. (: and there's more!
Sec one. i got nandi (: and she's the kinda friend i just feel so blessed to have! cos i love her so much and our r/s is just so strong, i love it! like even after not talking for like months, like just hi-bye along the corridor, we can get tgt one day and talk like for hours bout everything, and she always understands everything (:
Sec two. ONGSERGIN. bestie! she's so awesome too, and she's just always...THERE! and well. 20th dec is coming D: LONG DISTANCE FRIENDSHIPS CAN LAST. YES.
Sec 3 and 4. just a WHOLE buncha awesome people. i wanted to write notes. but tmr is so not last dayish. like yknow? not ready to say bye. but then again, i'm not EVER gonna be ready to say bye D: shits. selena tan/sister! [and rambu??], cheryl koh/gerrit, michelle kwek/babe/aboob, TIFFANY/buddy/boss/etc., leemeiying/zhu, fiqah/wildcat!, rachtan/aboob:D, cheechee:D, vithya! i love you all soo very much and honestly, thank you for making this year better for me! (: i'm gonna miss them ttm. sighh. BUT. we'll see each other around next year right? bet that's what everyone will say. but cmon, it'll be so different D: no more recess/lunch tgt. no more laughing around SPASTICALLY and being completely sick and crazy. oh wells. i must learn to EMBRACE CHANGE. failing badly.
HMT. WHAT AM I DOING IN FRONT OF THE LAPTOP. and btw, i love the library! (: